Wednesday, 11 February 2009

i am the reason 'blond' became an insult!

ok, I swear down I am the reason that blonde became an insult. My friend actualy said that I am 'Incredibly blond' today and this morning I managed to slip over because I walked on the only bit that could get slippy out of all the grass.

Also I manged to make myself cry from laughing so hard in science today, and hit my head off the desk when someone hit their hand off it and my head was on it.... oh and then do it again when my friend told me to do a demonstration and didnt think it would hurt. Then nearly fall off my chair without swinging on it.

I swear I am so talented

Saturday, 7 February 2009

did i just make the biggest mistake ever?

ok, well i was going out with this lad for a bit (well it was more like a week really) but i thought i liked him for a bit before we started going out and today (this was after i got him a load of stuff for valentines because that is just how daft i am) i dumped him because i said i liked him better as a mate. but now im starting to think that i like him as more.

I think i complain a lot on blogger but yeh, my life has a lot of bad things going on at the minute... it doesn't suck but is very complicated.

but now i dont know what to do because its kind of like ruined our friendship and i think i still like him and dont know what to do so basically im saying

!!i need help!!

Sunday, 1 February 2009

explanation about the scar

ok, so in the last post (that i posted just now) i said about a scar well just so that there is no curiosity over it i thought i would tell you guys what it is.

well, when i was younger and was learning to ride a bike my mams boyfriend thought it would be a good idea to go on a bike ride on a track that had like the steepest hill in the whole nearbouring areas, so we went down one side and it wasn't so bad and carried on.

By the time we were on the way back it hadnt been such a great day for me, i had neary been hit by 2 cars and my brother thought it would be funny to tell me it was ok when a bus was coming and me nearly get hit with a bus. so we were on our way back and we went down the other side of this hill, my brakes werent working overly brilliant and i didnt turn in time, i crashed into the crash barrier at the bottom went flying over the handlebars and ripped my chest open.

i got taken to hospital and had to have my chest sewn back up it was kinda weird though because while it was still open i could see part of my bone and the doctor said if i wasnt wearing my coat i would have been in serious trouble as i had just missed a serious artery.

its not all bad though i did get a couple of days in hospital eating nothing but pizza and icecream and i got a scar off of it. right now it isnt so brilliant because now it hurts and is still there, its been about 7 years since he accident and the scar is still there.

stressing out!

ok, so i know this sounds seriously bad but i have stage fright and i dont know how to get rid of it and i have a show on tuesday! help me! its not so bad when i am dancing but when i have to actually stand there and say something it gets really bad and then i have to quite literally sit down and take a good couple of deep breaths before i can carry on, and i have to be 'floopy' as my teacher called it so i honestly dont know what that is so as you can tell i am honestly freaking out here! i need help.... badly.

oh yeh and my boyfriends birthday is on valentines day in 2 weeks so i am stressing out about what to get him, because i only started going out with him for a couple of days

all this stress cant be good i think that im going to break out! only kidding that isnt really much of a problem for me but this stress cant be good for my bad chest, whenever i get stressed or do too much exercise my scar hurts and starts to pull.