Tuesday, 24 March 2009

blanking out

ok so i really need help and i really need to calm down

today when i was sat on my bed i completely like blanked out from the world, n i saw my mate falling down the stairs (my mate is epileptic so i am worried) and it was like i was there but couldnt do anything and i like snapped back into reality. ive done this before and i dont know what to do about it. im really scared (please nobody say anything along the words of psychic or anything because i no they are like 1/billion case if they exist at all ok) but when i saw this before it really happened.

i really need help on this one

Saturday, 14 March 2009

in a rush

my neighbour is the best

she has brought about 2 boxes of cakes to sell at my dancing so that we can raise some money and a great big giant one shaped like an icecream its sooooo cool!

i really need to get a life don't i??

yeh so im writing this before dancing and i have to leave in 5 mins so i have to make this quick so yeh sorry for the shortness

basically an update on my life.... i have been with my bf for a month now and have his jacket for some reason, i have a show to look forward to, have just done a show were i have to be a hippie, im playing gretel in a different show, umm... and i have the best neighbour ever and the best freinds because to everyone their friends are the best.

so yeh bye!!

Saturday, 7 March 2009

my hippie outfit!

right so ive got this show on tuesday and i just thought id let you know what i am going to end up wearing on that day

pocohontas headband (like a plaited one)
halter top (probably yellow but i havnt decided yet)
long floating skirt that im nicking off my drama teacher, its green and will probably come down to my ankles so theres a plus
ankle bells because they sound cool and my antie told me she used to wear them when she went through that stage does anyone know where i can get some from though
sandals, yes i will be wipping my toes out
bright green nail varnish because im cool like that
long necklace with the peace sign on it

im meant to be a psycologist/ psychiatrist whatever they are and never guess what i have to be





a hippie!!

Thursday, 5 March 2009

what do you guys think??

I don't now why but I ended up starting to write something, don't know what it is, don't really care to be honest I just wondered what you think.

Hi, my name’s 93561 or at least that’s what I’m known as in the infirmary. I don’t remember my name before that. You know it’s funny, we live our whole lives and you don’t even notice us. We are the race that is yet to be discovered; or rather uncovered. You see people like us. Were not normal. We are the elite few who are born with special gifts from God; we are told that we are chosen before we are even born. We are the chosen cursed few, the ones that never manage to escape.

You see the second we were born we were taken away. Hidden away from the rest of the world, hidden because they were afraid of what we could do. The infirmary takes us the second after birth and we are marked and then treated like dirt until the day we die. The infirmary becomes our stable, until the day we die.

stretched about as thin as a piece of paper

Ok, so right now I have so much going on I honestly think I am going to just end up splitting into about 5 different people to get it all done. So far there is

Drama show on tuesday
Dance show on the 27th
Dance comps on 4-8 April
Dance comps on 2,3,4 May
Dance lessons every tuesday and saturday
Orthodontist monday :(
English coursework that needs typing up
P.E lesson plan that needs doing again- Due in thursday (does anyone have any idea what I can do to improve aim for dodgeball)
Thinking of starting singing lessons
Physics coursework to finish
Biology exam sometime in March/May I think
Cameroon assemblys for year 7s and 4 primary schools!
Drama piece on the brothers grimm in June sometime
Barcelona trip on the 25th April
Need to go shopping for new clothes for said trip
Need to finish paying for trip in about 2 weeks (I have £200 left to pay)
Have to actually learn french this year so I don't crash and burn in my exams

and on top of all this i need to find time to go out with my friends and my boyfriend.

hmmm i think i need help with this one