school before it even begins

leaving things to the last minute is not a good thing!!

i have a week and 2 days to do an evaluation on an experiment that i did 6 weeks ago and read a full book

oops

too tired to pick up

ok im getting quite freaked out

my house phone is ringing at 1:37 in the morning :| dont they know people generally sleep at that time??

i got the time off of my laptop thats how i know down to the minute. and im not getting it... theres spiders in our living room and im really tired

love these songs

geez i feel like i'm using this thing like twitter now =] but i think i'm more using it as a diary but still.

i love these songs at the minute... i guess the pure difference between these songs show how.... actually i cant think of a word for me right now, oh well here you go.





sorry about the paramore one... they arent letting video leave US at the moment =[

my posts are quite random at the minute lol im sure they will calm down when i go back to school

masquerade!

i am quite literally bouncing off of the walls with excitement now!!

my friend is having a party and all i need now is the shoes and the bag maybe. of course i would need my hair doing closer to the date but apart from that im sorted.

right i have a green dress with a black mask with other colors on it as well as green, do you think that sounds ok? well i guess i'll no on the night.

dancing realisation

I have just had a realisation about my life

Why do I dance?? i have to stop competing at something like 21 and I'm too bad to get a career out of it so why bother?

I'm just going to leave it alone for now because I'm sue I will get out of my slump eventually, hopefully by next saturday

mentally disturbed

ok, for some reason everytime i look in the mirror all i see is fat. the fat on my legs, my arms and my stomach. this doesnt normally happen to me and its scaring me.

my brother 'commented' on it the other day and now thats all i can think about. blubber. i feel like a whale....

i just want to be a healthy size for my height (i'm quite small height wise so my ideal range should be between 7.5-9 stone i think) but now i dont think i am...

is something wrong with me??

birthday resolutions

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me,
happy birthday dear me,
happy birthday to me

oh yeah and my brother

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you,
happy birthday dear james,
happy birthday to you

well, it was last week... maybe a bit more than that the 29th July :) but yeah I am finally 15

and I kind of have this tradition where i make a bunch of promises to myself that i would never normally keep but this year i am going to try :)

umm so this year i think i will try and eat healthier and actually tone up

so what about you? what would your birthday resolutions be?