yes its another guy problem!

ok so if you havent already noticed my life revolves around four main thing........ boys, my looks, music, and school and probably in that order (my priorities are in the right place im just quite a vain person and i still focus a lot on school just those other 3 would distract me in an instant)



ok then so i have another boy problem

i like this guy (yes i am over my ex boyfriend and no i am not a slag, im just not a girl who is going to sit around waiting for a guy to come along or realise something thats just not going to happen)

well heres the problem........
first hes my ex bfs mate
second he went out with my friend for ages before they broke up about 3 weeks ago
third he went out with another one of my friends last week : but that didnt last long


but i know him really well and he has admitted to liking me and i like him but because of the complications i dont know whether i should ask him out or not. should i ask my friend if she ok with it? should i just forget about it?

yes it is another problem and guys are my first main thing but im hopeless with them

strange person

haha never guess what i found...................... a freckle!!

but this isnt just an ordinary freckle it is in the shape of a love heart, ive been told its impossible but ive proved people wrong haha!

so now i have a writ that clicks if i turn it in a circle, bottom eyelids that i can make wiggle, changing eye colour, an extra rib on one side and a freckle in the shape of a heart

oh and i want that usb stick because its quite cool




god hope i dont get cancer........ oh well another probloem for another day

(only joking about the extra rib..... there all normal for what i can count)

:|

You never guess what I managed to do

Swallow a bracket.... so there is now a sharp piece of metal in my stomach.

wow i am such an idiot and i was only eating pizzae

R.I.P

My budgie died the other day :(

my budgie who ate my dinner, drank beer, nibbled on my feet, didn't fly and instead took rides on my shoulder instead of flying died at the age of 8 the other day :(....

So yeh R.I.P Rainbow you will be missed

Rainbow
28.12.2000-14.05.2009

boredd!!!

ok i am officially obsessed with taylor swifts music!

i love it to pieces.... you can just relate to it so much

ok and i kind of think the in the you belong with me is quite good looking :)

but my friends partys been confirmed like she has the hall and everything and i so know what kind of dress i want but im not telling because i havent even asked ma mam if i can go yet..... but i will (i know that sounds spoiled but i will hitchhike there if i have to im not missing my friends 16).

anyways hopefully il have summit good to blog later on because my life is boring full of exams at the minute so yeh

confuion

ok i am seriously confused now.... i was talking to this girl that never normally changes her mind and she just did about what i should do because i feel like i should apologise over people being nasty to him today and having a go at him over the way he dumped me. but i dont know. but after her telline me not to for about half an hour she says go on and im like :S


i am a very confused child

warning

just so you guys know that from now on i will probably be blogging about everything pretty much so that means that nothing is safe apart from names because thats just cruel.


ok then im going to bed night everyone

w.e

we finished our work experience today.... i was working at a primary school in reception

now they have given me a sticker of a seal, a drawing/writing that says hope you have a good time in your new school i think and a drawing saying i have a fend :). i know its meant to say frienb but there only 4 and this one lad asked me when i was leaving and i said today so he said so are you going to whitby with us? and i asked when it was and he went june. also one of the girls asked me if i would go to their school and be in their class if my school closed down... bless them they have no concept of time at all.

im going to miss it but still

broken again

he dumped me..... again!

i don't believe this i wish the boy would make up his mind wether he likes me or not because this is getting stupid. I mean he would probably say that he hasnt seen enough of me but if i havnt been at dance comps ive been in barcelona n if i havnt been in barcelona then ive had more dance comps and after that i had work experience were i havnt even been able to get in until 5 so how in the world am i meant to go out after then seeing as i have to wait for my mam to make tea and stuff before i can even go out and that takes me to about half 7 so i really cant go out unless i walk down there and only spend about half an hour out which i really dont see any point in doing.

i guess my walls going up again..... seems like i cant ever take it down because when i let people they turn out to be little arseholes who i think love to make me cry.

last time he did this he said a couple of days later he still loved me and tht he was an idiot and i've told him that if he says that again then im not going to believe him..... well apart from the he was and always will be an idiot and just an idiot in general.

a lot for speechless

ok i dont really know what to say because i am seriously tired and i only have about 5 mins before my computer crashes agaiin. I figured out that it cuts out on me every 15 mins so yeh i only have about another 5 mins...

i was right about the two mates going out.... 2 days together and they broke up. I know nobody likes a gloater but thought id tell.

umm..... or yeh have to go to comps and i have to leave the house at 11 and dont get back in until after half 7 and thats if we dont watch the supremes so im kind of annoyed because im only in 1 dance :(. but its ok because we can always go for a mooch around hartlepool and scare everyone with our drag queen rejects makeup.... seriously the makeups white eyeshadow on top of the eye, blue eyeshadow on the bottom part over the actual eyelid, foundation about 2 shades darker than your actual skintone, pink blusher, eyeliner on the bottom and top with flicks that reach to about your temple and red lipstick for a bare minimum.

i have work experience on tuesday because mondays a bank holiday and i have no clue what i am wearing. i dont een know what smart is the only smart i know is like going to a wedding and i dont think their looking for that kind of smart, and it says no jeans and they fill up like half ma wardrobe.

sorry if ive gone into msn talk at the minute im trying to balance msn and blogging at the same time and i talk msn talk on msn.... dont even know why its just quicker and easier and i try to talk normal on here so mroe people can understand me because some of the words me and my mates use on msn aren't even a real language like roflmaowtime, il give you bonus points if you work that one out.

does anyone have any idea how many reality things there are on tv that happen to a lot of people on a day to day basis by the way?? i mean theres something about a man giving half his liver to his mam.... hello hasnt anyone heard of organ donation?? a lot of people do that every day all over the world. Also theres one about a child genious... there tend to be more than one in the world you know.


ok this has gone from gloating, to ranting to general talking. not bad for someone who hasnt got anything to say

comps

omg comps are tomorrow i cant wait! im only in two dances but still its still a reason to perform.

but i dont get a dancers pass because i dont have solos though so i have to pay to get in :(

oh well never mind

but my sis got new costumes again and they're really pretty and she has finally got a tutu for her ballet! if you cant tell already im a bit hyper and have no reason to be putting this amount of smileys and exclamation points apart from i want to !! :):)

ok and this is just for people who are complete strangers to the dancing world i have grown up in and so that they know what I am going on about in later posts.... i am doing this because i think abyone is stupid or anything its just so that everyone knows what i am going on about because i tend to shorten words because i know them...




comps--- dance competitions were a couple of dance schools get together and compete against each other with troupes, solos, duets and trios... they compete to get the most awards as they can and the main goal is to win the supremes... you have to stop competing when you are about 21 i think

supremes--- the supreme championships... basically in dance comps its kind of like showing the other dance schools you can kick their butt easily and you get a sash and a trophy.... there are two supremes junior (for 11 and unders i think) and seniors (for over 11s)

troupes--- have to have more than 5 people in and can be most types of dance but the most common are tap, modern, ballet and song and dance

solos--- where the dancer dances on their own, there can be 7 types of dances tap, ballet, modern, character, national, acro, song and dance

duets--- 2 dancers performing together,, there can be the same dances as the solos

trios--- 3 dancers performing together.... again the same type of dances as with solos

dance pass--- a pass to show that the person is dancing in the show and not just trying to sneak in... this pass shows that you dont have to pay but you have to wear it all the time unless your performing :(

acro--- short for acrobatics which is like gymnastics but performed without the mats


i know most of them were obvious but i wanted to clear it all so that nobody was confused later on because i talk about this stuff a lot

:S

ok this might sound weird but i just came back from a school holiday and now two people are going out and i just think its wrong. i mean she broke up with her boyfriend about 2 weeks ago n is still completely head over heels for him and he broke up with his girlfriend 2 days before the trip and the two girls are meant to be friends sort of.... its just.... weird

i really think its not going to last

probably wrong but just needed to say something somewhere