broken again

he dumped me..... again!

i don't believe this i wish the boy would make up his mind wether he likes me or not because this is getting stupid. I mean he would probably say that he hasnt seen enough of me but if i havnt been at dance comps ive been in barcelona n if i havnt been in barcelona then ive had more dance comps and after that i had work experience were i havnt even been able to get in until 5 so how in the world am i meant to go out after then seeing as i have to wait for my mam to make tea and stuff before i can even go out and that takes me to about half 7 so i really cant go out unless i walk down there and only spend about half an hour out which i really dont see any point in doing.

i guess my walls going up again..... seems like i cant ever take it down because when i let people they turn out to be little arseholes who i think love to make me cry.

last time he did this he said a couple of days later he still loved me and tht he was an idiot and i've told him that if he says that again then im not going to believe him..... well apart from the he was and always will be an idiot and just an idiot in general.