Hello forgotten blog :)

I seem to have finally found the piece of paper with my password and such on so I thought that I would share something that has been on my mind. There are many wys to say this... Pop your clogs, kicked the bucket, sleeping with the fishes etc. Haven't guessed it yet? It's death. Now I'm not usually one who is this concerned with things that are inevitable... But what I'm more concerned about is after death? Does heaven and hell really exist ? Is him high in the sky going to condemn us to eternal suffering? I'm an atheist so you have to understand I'm saying this with a slight hint of sarcasm.

But really?? Why create life when you must take it away once more?? Why give us all such productive lives with school jobs economy and all of this when it is just going to be taken away again? I mean it's not like I'm dying anytime soon or anything but I guess that I will just be one of the few know how many people are wondering.

What happens after life? And in particular what happens to arheists? Is their really a pearly gates or do we just all go black. Because I have to tell you eternity with a black screen just doesn't cut it for me. I think someone should probably die for a day if we can do it and find out... This inevitability that we could just be wiped off without any kind of left behind but a tombstone or an urn and or loved ones who would join us soon enough.

I'm hoping it will be like a dream, were everything is fine and we are with the people we love in our own dream. And as eternity wears on we are just there in our own little pocket of sub reality... Just dreaming...

Care to share some light on the matter? No pun intended