ok i am slowly going insane in here.... i feel like its a bloody mental institution

my mother is treating me like im a little baby or just retarded, my sister is refusing to be anywhere near me and my brother and kevin just grunt and leave me to it.

i have run out of things to do and i swear to god i am getting cabin fever. i couldnt even go and get a spray tan today because i was too ill. heres a clue if i can walk and can stand properly im not that ill idiot!! also heres another thing i didnt even want the stupid thing i just wanted to get out of the house. Ive been stuck here for 2 days now. Swear to god dont know how people on the dole do it, being stuck inside the house all day. i'm going out of my mind!!

not sure

so yeahh im thinking about growing my hair but i dont knoww, there are 3 options... how it is now, how it was before i cut it shorter and long... but i dont know

the top set is how it is now

the middle set was how it was before the recent cut

the bottom set was the long hair









what do people think which one should i go with?... ps sorry about the bad layout its not working at the minute

photo day

i made it! but now i have to finish a full pe coursework by thursday and we have photo day tomorrow :-O... i hate photo day you always look stoned or something and you always have a dodgy smile.

dont like saturdays

ok got a lot to do today... which is why i am up at 7.30am on a saturday... well first i have a doctors appointment at 8.45, then dancing at 11.15 to 12.30 then i have to go shopping for my friends present and something to wear :/ then actually go to her party.

why cant things be on a sunday as well

ok for those of you who havent read breaking dawn i will warn you that this post contains spoilers!!










Ok you know what never really got me about breaking dawn?? How the hell do they have a baby?? Hello no blood and I'm pretty sure that general area of Edwards needs blood to work really. and why would the baby be like superhuman at growth... if it was half human half vampire shouldnt it really slow down growth because vampires never age?? Im not trying to cause a problem here I just think that meyers has really messed the plotlines up altogether. I can understand the marriage because that can still happen, also the blood drinking i can understand with it being half vampire it needs blood obviously. Then Jacob imprints on renesme... i think theres unresolved issues there people!! personally i think that he still wants mommy but cant have mommy so has baby.. Sicko... I am talking about the characters not the actors ok.

school before it even begins

leaving things to the last minute is not a good thing!!

i have a week and 2 days to do an evaluation on an experiment that i did 6 weeks ago and read a full book

oops

too tired to pick up

ok im getting quite freaked out

my house phone is ringing at 1:37 in the morning :| dont they know people generally sleep at that time??

i got the time off of my laptop thats how i know down to the minute. and im not getting it... theres spiders in our living room and im really tired